I had the day off.

Anne-Marie picked me up at noon and we drove around
then went to visit Elise at work. (BTW, WELCOME HOME
KATIE!) We then zoomed off to Anne-Marie's home and
 i helped her clean house and bake things. Later, people
showed up, then Andrea came... SURPRISE. it was
a surprise party. haha. Andrea could only stay for a short
while, boo. the rest of the evening was kind of awkward
but still fun. I really dislike it when people have two
personalities- they are one way in a small group, then
suddenly change when some other people come. Eh.
 Inconsistency is ugly. sometimes parties turn into one big
fight for attention, and i hate it.

Now i am in an extremely odd mood. slightly unsettled
and disapointed, not in myself, but in the conduct of others.
Is it too much to hope that others can find their worth in
other places rather than just in the admiration and attention
of others? Why would you want to cheat yourself into thinking
that. ....... Less than a week till camp.